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Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Dear Heart. Part 2

Dear Heart,

Well we've gone and done it again. We got a little stomped on.

I know, I know. I told you it would be ok to take off a little of that shell. Lower the fences a bit. Then a bit more. 

It all seemed like such a good idea at the time. Even though things were totally confusing.

We thought that maybe this time we'd be ok. We thought maybe all those stories like this one would be in the past. 

Guess we needed another one for the list. 

What were all those feelings of, "I've got you." Or, "This is going to be ok"? Maybe we should learn to listen a little bit better. 

But guess what Heart? I think, and don't quote me on this, I think we will be ok. Even if we can't jump straight back into "Happily Singleland" right away. It's kind of nice to feel sometimes. Even if what we're feeling is unpleasant. Ok, even if it really sucks. And let's not lie. This really sucks. 

So I'm sorry I thought things would work out. I'm sorry we're bruised down to the center of us today. But thanks for listening to me. For opening up when I know that it would have been easier to stay closed. Hey, maybe someday we really will make the leap from "Happily Singleland" to "Happily ever after". We've just got to work on our jumping skills. 

Love,
Rae




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